I feel a little silly posting now after almost two years. It seems like so much has changed while other things have stayed the same. I have sent another daughter off to college and now have only one left in the nest. My son is a junior in high school so I only have a year and half left before he flies away too.
There have been some good times, I coach a high school tennis team now and love it. There have also been some extreme struggles, which I will get into later when I am braver. Lol.
I am now 43 and I am more determined than ever to get myself into shape physically,emotionally and spiritually. Basically I want to be the happiest person I can be. I don't think that's too much to expect but I know that it will take a lot of work. Everything seems to be a fight right now. I fight my weight,exercise,eating habits,depression and wanting so bad to be a better person.
Does anyone else out there fight these battles? I sure hope I'm not the only one and I hope there is a light st the end of the tunnel at times. I'm going to use this blog to try once again to get my life into more order and I welcome advice and thoughts for anyone else going through the same journeys good and bad.
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